a time to grieve; a time to dance

Have you ever found a glistening coin on the bed of a flowing stream? You point at it but your friend isn't quite able to see it. Or maybe your friend is pointing at something at a short distance and, for all your neck-craning, you can't quite see what it is.

This blog is exactly that. This is me pointing at something that I know is there and hope you'd see, too. Whether it's at a golden mask at the bottom of the well or an eagle soaring high in the sky, I wish you Happy Looking!

06 August 2012

Rains and dreams

Last night I had a weird dream. I was on a jeepney. It was late in the night. The driver dropped me off at an open air night bazaar in the middle of a dark wood.

The ceramic shop I entered was well lit, and sold other furniture and home decor. I wasn’t interested so I went out and found a secondhand/rares bookstore.

I found an illustrated “The Witching Hour” by Anne Rice, but I couldn’t recognize the text. There was some other book I liked, too, but I knew I couldn’t blow my last P1000 bill in my pocket on books.

Turns out Anne Rice was sitting in a desk inside the bookstore, so I knew I had to buy these books and get them signed. But alas! My P1000 turned into a P20 bill. Even on a discount I couldn’t buy these books.

Anne took my right foot and autographed her on name across the ball and toes of my foot. Then she wrote her initials on the sole of my left foot.

I woke up thinking I should dash to the only bookstore in Malolos (Pandayan Bookshop) and buy Anne Rice books.

But maybe the dream meant something else. Maybe I should set out and follow in the footsteps of one of my favorite novelists. Maybe I should write, too.

Luzon and Visayas continue to be battered by rain and floods. Snow Patrol fans are banging their brains out in the concert in Araneta. The Congressmen debated on the RH Bill. I want to go home and do sitting meditation. I don’t want to go to work.

Two nights ago the Bayan, Malolos’s market center, blazed in fire. The rain and the strong winds aggravated the situation. This morning fire trucks barricaded the entrance to the Bayan. It was the cleanest I ever saw that place. No flood. No litter.

I didn’t find the banana and pineapple stores I frequent.
On my way now to work and everything is wet. High school students are happy about the early announcement of class suspension tomorrow. I didn’t go to the film audition I wanted to go to earlier today. Hm. I don’t know what’s to become of me.

04 August 2012

2012 Birthday Wish List

It's August 4! Tomorrow I turn 31. And no, I do not post anything profound or particularly earth-shaking on my birthday.

Instead, I post a gift wish list. It's okay, no one's ever gifted me anything anyway. That's why I shamelessly re-post my list annually. It's become tradition.

You never know. I just might get a secret Santa this year.

So here's my list:
  1. a rechargeable razor
  2. The Prosperous Heart, by Julia Cameron
  3. The Wolf Gift, by Anne Rice
  4. The Complete Calvin and Hobbes
And I actually drew a blank. What a short list this year. Hm. Interesting. Maybe it comes with the age?

New blog at WordPress

On why I have a new blog now at writerico.wordpress.com

This is a short history of how Rico (that’s me) has come upon starting a blog on WordPress.

My first blog, the BB Files, was hosted on multiply. It was bongerbongerbonger.multiply.com. I truly loved the multiply platform. It was easy to use, idiot-friendly, and allowed me to be connected to my blogging friends. Way before FB ever was, there was Multiply.

I abandoned Multiply when it became nothing more than a market site. Plus, a blogger told me only ABSCBN earns revenue from my entries. I ought to move to google blog, he said, which gives me the opportunity to monetize my blog.

That gave birth to writerico.blogspot.com, and a lot of my old entries from multiply were transferred to my blogger.com site. It was fun, simplistic, and yes, I earn a few cents each time someone clicked on the ads.

About two months ago we moved to Malolos City, Bulacan. We moved because Veck wanted to practice pediatrics and there was a clinic there that needed a doctor. So, we migrated, and I had to give up the comfort of internet service at home. I had to say hello to long commutes to and from Malolos to Taguig where I work.

I didn’t think I would survive the two hours on the road doing nothing. Sometimes I read, which I love, but I do wish I can use the time for self-expression as well.

So I got myself a new BB again–a gift from my loving wife, Veck. Not without drama I said the only way I can survive the long bus rides is if I could write.

To my dismay I found it was close to impossible to compose and post a blog entry on Blogger using my BB device. I contacted Blogger.com about this through their Send Feedback link on their dashboard but nothing happened. I gave up on the idea and consigned myself to an artless, creation-less commute in a cramped van.

I subscribe to several blogs and I was reading one of Joel C Rosenburg, the author and political analyst, and outspoken Christian and Israeli supporter. At the bottom of his blog, which is hosted by WordPress, I found a link where one can download a BB app for WordPress. Lights began turning on in my head. If I can start a blog on WordPress, it may be easier to blog, and it’s the whole reason I wanted a BlackBerry in the first place!

So, finally, I present to the world, and whoever cares to listen, WriteRico.WordPress.com. In the world of Twitter and Facebook and other microblogging networks, here I am, typing my thoughts with words and sentences on a blog. Do people still read blogs? I don’t know. I still do. But I’m old school.

I’m excited about this blog and I hope I never run out of things to write about.