I kinda feel sore because I heard of some rather good news for a fellow actor who got a plum role. He deserves it. He's good-looking, young, talented. But I felt a pang of envy. I felt my life to be a series of missed opportunities, so that instead of being happy for a colleague, I felt bitter and sad for my own plight.
Ah! This in spite of a Shakespeare this year, and Sky King next year. I should learn to be better, but all I did was admit this pain to God and cry my heart out.
I am shown some habits that I need to address and arrest if I want a better trajectory for my career. And much, much, prayer and hard work!